Facebook, Cancer, and Trust.

This thing called "facebook" is so interesting. Its grasp spans from middle school kids to our gray haired friends that we call our grandparents. The craziest part about it is the information that is shared. Some of us put our phone numbers, addresses, and other privy information. Which I think instills a lot of trust in the people that we choose to "friend."

One very interesting thing was shared with me via message on facebook was my friend Anthony who had a prayer request. His words were: "First off I want to thank everyone who has been praying for my family and our business. Things are still very much up in the air regarding this whole law suit right now. But that is not why I am writing. Instead I want to ask everyone for prayer for some close friends of my family.

There names are the Nicks. I had sent out a prayer request to some people a while ago in regards to there son Johnathan. Johnathan is 16 years old and was diagnosed with testicular cancer about a year ago. Him and his family have been battling this cancer for almost a year now trying everything from chemo therapy to newer treatments. Within the past week, Johnathan's health has declined. He developed pneumonia which his body has been unable to fight and sadly, cancer took his life this morning. His family is a family of incredible faith and I know this will draw them closer to the Lord, but I also know that this is something that is going to be very difficult for them. This is a letter in which Johnathan's older brother Zach wrote to everyone just before his brother passed away this morning:

'In the distance there is the ocean, a cool breeze is coming off of it, people are moving and going about their daily routines on this 18th day of June 2009. It is a normal day by all means. Yet I watch my brother, he was my first brother, I was seven when he was born, and I care greatly for him, as his older brother and as his friend.

As you all know, he has done many treatments to beat this cancer. He started with chemo therapy last July when he was diagnosed, and he has done handfuls of other treatments. When his cancer had not completely diminished and came back in October, he then tried a host of other therapies: such as ozone blood therapy, high doses of intravenous anti-oxidants, vitamins, minerals, even another rigorous protocol of chemo, miracle herbs, tonics, tinctures and machines... All to no success in killing the cancer.

I have been here with both him and my mom watching these circumstances unfold. I have watched my parents spend tens of thousands of dollars monthly to try and cure him. We are not wealthy. Debt and generosity of others have allowed us to continue thus far. I have watched the love of his family pour continuously upon him. I have seen the love and giving of others top our hearts and allow us to be here now. (Our entire family is here now!) I have watched my mother, father, sister and my family sacrifice any life they might be living now in order to drop everything and come together and work to help him, with my father and sister at home, taking care of the family and things, and my mother and I here, we are doing what we must, separated but united as ever in spirit. Having given up all selfish desires to pursue what we want in this life, in order to give to the life of someone who we love very dearly. That's not to say that I haven't been selfish and uncaring at many times along that way, I have learned a lot and grown up a lot. We all have.

Jonathan and I both bow before to same God. To tell you about him, our God is not a God whose power comes from within our own power or our hearts or our energy. Our God is not mother earth. Our God is not the energy that surrounds us and makes us up. He is not cosmic energy from living things (plants or animals) or energy from the stars. He is not created from an idol or ritual. He is not created by the broken romantic ideas of human writing, interpretation and understand. He is not an idea of enlightenment. He is not a Tibetan philosophy or idea. And He is not "whatever works for you"... Our God is the living God. There is only one. He is who He is. An entity unto Himself, who does according to his will. Every person who was, is, or shall ever be, will bow on their knees before Him.

There was once the great king of the Babylon, Nebuchadnezzar, who was king of kings, ruler of vast lands and nations, had great wealth, strength, power, and ruled much of the world at that time. Our God made himself known to him by taking Nebuchadnezzar's sanity from him because he was vane and prideful and said, "I have built for the house of the kingdom by my power, and for the honor of my majesty. And while the word was in the king's mouth, here fell a voice from heaven, saying, 'O king Nebuchnezzar, to you it is spoken;...'" (Daniel 4) ..and his kingdom was taken, he was driven away from the people and made to eat grass like the oxen: The great king later said:

"At the end of that time, I, Nebuchadnezzar, raised my eyes toward heaven, and my sanity was restored. Then I praised the Most High; I honored and glorified him who lives forever.His dominion is an eternal dominion;His kingdom endures from generation to generation.

All the peoples of the earth are regarded as nothing. He does as he pleases with the powers of heaven and the peoples of the earth. No one can hold back his hand or say to him: "What have you done?"

At the same time that my sanity was restored, my honor and splendor were returned to me for the glory of my kingdom. My advisers and nobles sought me out, and I was restored to my throne and became even greater than before. Now I, Nebuchadnezzar, praise and exalt and glorify the King of heaven, because everything he does is right and all his ways are just. And those who walk in pride he is able to humble." (Written in the book of Daniel 4)

Right now Jonathan is probably around 75 pounds, he has grown since October, he's about as tall as me, 5'10" :-). The picture speaks a thousand words about his condition. This morning the doctor said his liver enzymes and biliruben levels are sky high (liver function). He has much blood in his urine, and water retention is horrible in his feet, legs and stomach (kidneys). I watch as my brother tries to clear his throat, he cannot. The fluid and congestion is thick and binding. He now doesn't want any fluid to drink. He can't drink his juices. Just wetting his lips with water and trying to faintly swallow a few drops is all he can do. ...I know, though, that he will be fine. When asked about his condition, he just says, 'I'm going to be ok, don't worry, I'm fine' and gives a weak smile. Now, he wants to sleep and doesn't like to be disturbed. I watch his chest slowly rise and fall, I hear him give a little murmur every now and then. Only moving to pick at some Elmer's glue from his hands to keep occupied or to briefly look around and smile. He is one of the most beautiful persons I have ever gotten the privilege to know. Just look at the picture.

I know though, that our God is a God without boundaries, he is a God who heals the sick, and He is full of mercy, He is upright and forever worthy to be worshipped. His power is unrestricted, His voice is like thousands of waters, His face like the shining of the sun. He will do according to His will and move according to His own hand, that all may know that He is God. Death is just a passage to kneel before him for those who have a relationship with him through his son who came 2000 years ago, Jesus. I now feel no fear of death for my brother, nor for myself when the time comes. It is by Him, and Him alone that we believe. And that a healing might still be permitted for a boy who has been slowly declining and dying since July 2008. At this point there is no way other than the touch of God himself that can bring back my brother, my friend, a son of the Most High. For he is dying, and there is nothing they can do for him. Blessed be the name of the Lord through this. He will see that through, when this is all done.

- Zachariah'

I just ask and urge you as brothers and sisters in Christ to keep this family in your prayers. I know they will need the prayer and support of fellow believers to make it through these hard time. Thank you all in advance and God bless.You brother in Christ- Anthony"

Not only is this a beautiful picture of a brother who loves and cares for his younger brother. This is an example of how much trust Zach had in Anthony, and Anthony had in all that he sent the message to you, and that I have in you.

The rest of the letter is open for interpretation.